Terrified

Am I terrified??
Are you terrified???
about love???

The answer is...Yes... I am terrified..

Sitting in front of my laptop doing nothing....
just thinking...
Why am I terrified??
Why am I terrified of you???
Why????
I can't find the answer..
So..I don't know..

*sigh*
I am just a bad bad person in this right???
Sorry...
for keep letting you down...

I don't know what has happened to me lately...

Tired?
you are tired also...
Can't take that for an excuse??
Not the right time??
Probably..


I don't want you to leave me...
I don't want to leave you either...
I guess both of us need to go different paths...
But I don't know how to solve the problems between us...


Damn it....


I just wanna run away...
I will if I am irresponsible...


The date is set...
I am leaving to Singapore for a one week trip with my family


Will you miss me?


I guess you will


Did you noticed that the amount of sms and calls have decrease?


I guess you do...
You are so busy..
I am so busy....


Love..
makes me feel terrified...