the SUN the WAVES and the STARS

The sun shone so bright that I couldn't even open my eyes. Glaring. But you could feel the wind coming in from the waves crashing the shore. It was nice. We were finally there, Pantai Tengah, Langkawi., the first thing we did once we landed and checked into our hotel in Langkawi.

It was 3 years since I came here and my third time being here. I was quite surprise I could remember the area around Pantai Cenang a bit such as where the restaurant was, the mart and the beach.

The weather was a bit unpredictable. It was sunny when we reached there on our first day. We could hardly open our eyes and we needed our sunglasses on.

Anyway.we did had a quite enjoying first day. We managed to get ourselves digging into our awesome dinner with seafood and we also went into town - Kuah to buy some chocolates and liquor. Langkawi is one of the tax free places in Malaysia and as awesome as it is, you don't have to pay tax for anything you buy, that includes McDonald's.

We were lucky that our hotel was just along Pantai Cenang road and right opposite to the Underwater world and McDonald's. It was very convenient.  ^^

Like I said, the weather was very unpredictable, on our second morning (around 4am - 5am) I could hear thunder and wind and rain from our room. It didn't stop until around 11am when we went for island hopping.  The good thing is that it stopped, the bad thing is the waves were rough. We were screaming like crazy as the uncle drove us down the sea, literally island hopping, we were hopping all the way through. Rough, crazy but fun! we had an awesome time ^^

And at night, we went drinking at the beach. You could see the stars in the sky. So beautiful. also you could hear the waves crashing. It was a nice experience. You could just fall asleep listening to the waves. but, its dangerous sleeping by the beach as the tide rose quite fast that night.

steady hands the uncle have. =)

The third day. Well, it's sunny and hot again like crazy in the morning.  We checked out of the hotel and head towards Gunung Manchinchang for the cable car. Too bad the skybridge was close though. the fun thing was we get to eat ice cream 700m above sea level. However, the weather, as unpredictable as it could be, was so cloudy and misty up there. After that, we head towards the Black Sand Beach. The beach was really black in color due to the components they had that occur naturally. Before heading back to the airport, we head into Kuah again to have our awesome Thai dinner and I bought more chocolates ^^

Here are some pictures.

It's been so long since I write a post on my blog. So, I guess my trip is a nice story to share with you guys~

Am i dreaming?

Time flies and now it's already JULY.
My semester is ending in a week! YEAH! and in AUGUST, me and my friends will be going to LANGKAWI! I can't wait. Air tickets and the hotel room are already booked! I'm so excited that I'm already thinking what to pack. Just now I even went to the mall to get my surf pants and a dress for my mom's annual dinner in JB end of AUGUST. Silly me. and I'm not even done with finals and there is one more assignment that needed to be submitted by this week.

This was a photo I took last friday. It was a last minute decision and we ended up in Genting Highland. We started off as strangers who just wanted to chat, and then we became friends. And I remember the first time we met at Upstairs Cafe and we had Red Velvet Cake. Yea..it was nice like you said ^^ and things just went better after that...and last week, after that whole trip, I wonder if i was dreaming? if all of these are really happening at all? There are many questions in both of our heads, trying to figure it out together. I guess only time can only help us? But I don't wanna forget all the great time we spent together. I never felt so happy before. I don't know why. It's weird.

I guess this ends here for now. Wish me luck for my finals! and LOL video competition?? haha..big competition among the universities ><

Oh wells.

Fear

I believe everyone has their own fears. Our lecturer asked us about it yesterday. One classmate mentioned that his fear was the fear of being blind. That was my fear too. Yes...I fear of becoming blind. Knowing that you may not be able to see beautiful things around you anymore. That's scary. I was once "blinded" by the injury 2 months ago. I couldn't open my eyes for the whole day or 2. I remember I have to "feel" my way out of my room to eat my lunch. It was scary, tiring and sad.

This morning, I woke up with a sharp pain in my eye and tears kept flowing down  non stop. NOT AGAIN >< I thought. shit. sigh. Those were the same symptoms I had when I was diagnosed by the doctor in the hospital. It's called cornea abrasion - injury that happens on the surface of the cornea. I was lucky as the file didn't pierce right through as the doctor said it was already a bad scratch. After taking a bathe in the morning, the pain stop. GOOD but not good enough. My vision of my right eye was blurry. The same thing that happened after the pain subsided 2 months ago, and that took me weeks to heal. I wonder how long will it take this time.

During class, I googled. and I found this.Apparently, this injury will recur. 

" Sometimes, long after an abrasion has healed, it can recur spontaneously. This recurrence can appear when you wake up in the morning. It happens when an area of the epithelium has not reconnected to the deeper parts of the cornea. "

 On the way back, I talked to my dad about it. He said I couldn't wear contact lens because I will get infected easily. I wonder : will my eye ever heal? or it will just have side effects until forever?

Just a thought. I don't want to be all negative.

So I went home and slept for 2 hours. Surprisingly, my vision came back a bit. Still having blur vision now though. So, it's the lack of sleep and dry eye I guess. "It wasn't your fault"

Yup. Assignments have been crazy lately, like I haven't stop at all. This weekend, even though my cousin and her family are coming over (yeah! I get to see my niece and nephews), but I really have tons of stuff to get down. So let me try and list it out:

CCV Activity (edit video)

RTP LOL (storyboard)

following week:

IM website design?

er...Audience Studies ( Research Proposal ) grrrrr

RTP LOL (video shoot and video edit)

oh! and also Ethics (case study)

I'm screwed am I? haha

Did I mentioned that Im going to G-dragon's concert next week! haha! Im excited^^ so let's get some..not all lah..  done and I can enjoy! 

the feels

So
so.....
so..so ...so......

holiday started. yay? nah.

I feel screwed.

yes.

SCREWED.

the feels you know.

I
am
stressed.

That's why I'm writing like this.
S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D.

The weather is crazy. It can be hot and it will hit 36 or 37 degrees or so ..and then it will rain...and then the weather become hot again. WHY. MID YEAR. I don't like you. The only thing I like about mid year is because of my birthday and there is a holiday. But what is the point of the holiday if there is no holiday at all? If you know what I mean.

So. I think I need to head back to 1 of my 4 assignments that I need to get it done during the holidays.

GOSH. I need something cold.

Ever wondered?

Have u had those EVER WONDERED? questions in your head?
Ever wondered why humans existed?
Ever wondered why I fall in love with you or you falling in love with someone else?
or
Ever wondered why you always get hungry at the oddest hours?

Ya. We always have those questions and sometimes we do have an answer to it while sometimes we don't.
Things...just happened the way it should be.

What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.

That's life.

sour lemons and lemonade

When life gives us lemon, we make lemonade. Heard before? Ya..classic right?

I realized I haven't been updating my blog like I used to a year ago. Things changed and I just got lazier. haha

So for the past month, what happened?

Well, it's been a roller coaster ride, and life really gave me lemons. Somehow, Im glad the ride has ended for now. NOW.

On April 16 (happy birthday mummy), I hurt my eye. It was a careless accident. So I got a bad scratch on the cornea, the doctor called it cornea abrasion. And i wonder how i managed to hold it for so long before i went to see a doc at a clinic who then referred me to a specialist, which then I had to go to emergency for that. Imagine an eye lash in your eye and when wind blows in or when u start laughing, your eye starts to tear non stop, and it's so spicy. For the next 2 days, I had to see a specialist at the hospital itself, which he gave me 2 days MC. I haven't been on MC for a long time. At first, I hope I could go back to class but doc shoot me by saying,' you can't even see properly, you can't even walk properly, stay at home and rest your eye, I will give you MC." haha..Yes, that 2 days, I couldn't even open my eyes to the light, literally like a living zombie or a vampire, had to stay away from the sun. So I spent my 2 days of the afternoon at the room downstairs, where the curtains were the darkest I could find  with the coolest room I could sleep in. It was torture, you know those sticky stuff your eyes will have when you got infections and stuff, I had that too and it made my eyes close shut because it was so sticky. And every 3 hours when I have to open my eyes to put the antibiotic drop my doc gave me, accumulated tears flow down. And my vision? blur. and the condition kept going on for 2 weeks.  Couldn't see properly, couldn't read properly. And then only I realize how imp our eyes are to us.

Remember the game called operasi burung hantu which we used to play during secondary school? I didn't really fully understand the feeling of blind people until I hurt my eye.

After that incident, I really crawled into a hole. I lost confidence. I don't feel passionate in whatever I do anymore. a friend told me, it's because you feel insecure after what happened, not because you are lost. Maybe yes, because I really went into a slight depression, I don't know what I was doing anymore, I felt useless. Today, I might have find myself back a bit with those assignments, back to business..but my eye isn't. I still have a slight blurriness on my right eye. I hope one day I could have my perfect eye sight back. I really want it back.

Enough of that, I think most of you heard that story enough already.

OH YA!

I turned 21 over the weekend! of course Penny, who has the same birthday with me finally came! I missed you penny! It was just a small gathering with some karaoke and drinking after that. Im happy everyone turned up and everyone went home safe. Thanks to everyone who came! I really appreciated it!

Next day, the day itself, another friend brought me to Louisana Cafe at Plaza Kelana Jaya to have "all you can eat" spaghetti. It was awesome, and I had 2 plates! Yummy! I love the chicken carbonara. It was AWESOME! hehe

Thanks to everyone for making my birthday special. and thanks for the gifts too^^ I love it!

But that weekend wasn't all that nice since I had to finish my assignments over the weekend. It was a headache. Bt im glad its over ...for now. Here are some pictures for you guys to enjoy! ^^

Written May 9, 2013..didnt had the time to post it up until now ><

Just felt like writing something

It's been almost 3 months since I wrote a post on my blog.

By the way, holidays are ending soon for me. It ends this week...and by next week and the following 14 weeks...I will have to enjoy my uni life 6 days a week! Yeah? (at least it's better than sitting home all day doing nothing right?)

So...how am I recently?

I'm...fine! No doubt that this 3 months have been crazy...since I have been working in uni as a scholar and some stuffs went out of control...plus meeting new people..new friends...Well, it has been interesting...YET.

Small details? Well...I had a great Christmas...and then New Year...and then Chinese New Year.. We didn't go back to Johor this year to see my aunt..that's my only regret. 

I think this might be a long post..so you might want to close this tab if you are already getting bored ^^

Actually, I don't know what to write. And you might think, then why write? I just feel like speaking out...blogs used to be my place where I wrote my heart out, let it bitter or sweet. But I tried not to make it too bitter, scared that all of you might not take it, or maybe myself will not be able to take it also.

It's been some time that someone encouraged me to do something I like. I met this person recently, which is now a friend of mine ^^ Knowing that I liked video editing, and knowing that this friend just actually knew me, still encouraged me to pursue my interest. I'm not sure if that friend does the same thing to everyone else that my friend knew, but I glad that this friend encouraged me, and I found back my passion thanks to this friend. "You have the passion and skill. Pursue it. Don't let it lie within you. Share it with the world."

(Well, I did accept a job or 2 recently. Simple task job..building up my portfolio)

Remember that last year's Big Bang concert was actually my real first concert I've ever been to? My uni actually did hold a concert in conjunction for 1M4Youth! I get to see all my favorite Youtube Stars! Awesome! and there was Estelle and Taboo! And we partied like crazy! Honestly speaking? This was my second best concert I've ever been too!

Thinking back, memories are a bit blur for me right now. Sometimes, I feel that my memories are hiding somewhere, just that some part of me don't want to remember it, that's why some part might be missing. But the funny thing is, most of my memories that I remembered clearly are those that I don't really like. Subconscious mind..SHHHH!

haha

I think I should head to bed soon! even though I know I might not be able to sleep for the next 3 hours or so? Shouldn't have slept in the afternoon. Great..yea great! my body clock is a mess and class is starting next week (calender said so)

okay...good night everybody!

I guess...I grew up?

Things have been odd lately. I feel myself...is not myself? Like my previous post. People change..probably me? I grew up.

I'm single for more than a year now. I have never been single for that long. Can't remember though. Probably that long relationship I had with someone last time made me forget about a lot of things. They say love makes  you blind, I was indeed blind..

People get lonely at times, I do feel that too. But one thing good about being single is...you don't have to worry about that special someone, worrying that he might not love you, worrying that he might be angry at you or any of his feelings. Plus, you won't worry that the feeling will fade, cause there is none.

But liking someone is a privilege, a happiness, sometimes...it brings miserable, sadness and hatred too. Yes. hatred.

Feelings can be complicated.
Feelings can be simple too.
It's just how you look at it.
or.
how you feel about it.

Recently I could open up to him again.
laugh, smile, joke around? probably got open minded already? or probably i just don't want to care anymore. probably in my  mind would be. "Anything....It doesn't matter anyway"
and the fact I need to get my camera back. He just wasted 20 minutes of my free talk time talking on the phone.

One thing about getting used to things is. Once you start doing the same thing every day, it becomes a habit.
I DON'T LIKE IT.

Skipping to tomorrow's schedule. We are going on a journey to take photographs. Thanks to photography which I like to say ...I KINDA SUCK AT IT. yes yes...i admit. i really do suck at photography. someone must be laughing at me right now. he must be saying : PHOTOGRAPHY IS SO EASY. yup..easy to you..NOT ME.. continue laughing.. I know you read this..so LAUGH! haha..

Wish me luck! and hoping for a beautiful clear blue sky weather tomorrow please~~~~ Thank you!!!!!

Finally, I could breathe

It's been a CRAZY week. The stress came all at once. Terrifying. No. It's more like taking your life away from you. I don't know why but I feel like for the last 2 weeks, a lot of energy have been drained away from me. First, the food poisoning. It was awful. Second, the 2 assignments that have been killing me inside out. Third, that awful results that I never thought it would actually happen to all of us.

Anyway, it's all over. For now at least. Finals is coming in 3 weeks and I have anther assignment due - Photography. Hmm. All the best to me and all of us then?

Actually nothing special happened recently, so I guess that is the reason why I haven't been updating my blog as frequent as I do in the past. People change, I guess so do I. And I think I just changed into a person who doesn't like to blog as often as I do? Suddenly I remembered something from Merlin. Gauis asked him: what happened to the boy who first came in 2 years ago? Merlin: the boy changed, he grew up.

Speaking of growing up, it has been half a year since I became 20 years old. ( no more 1 in front..haha!><)
Yes, and I did grow up. and I came to know to that ..sometimes..reality are not what it seems. It may be perfect on the outside and pleasant to your eyes and ears, but the truth is, it never was. Lies.hatred. Betrayal. Reality is never perfect. Well, that is what I think for now.

So... Monday. hopefully I get to relax myself with the movies! Can't wait. Like I said to Michelle and Peng: I need CLOSURE! haha..don't laugh. it's the truth. I have been waiting to watch breaking dawn: part 2. Can't wait to see what the movie will be like after reading the book 2 years ago. And I don't like to miss out the ending.

I guess...that's all for now! Happy happy!^^

1 week of Freedom

It's our mid term break and tomorrow, we will be going to Malacca. I have been looking forward to this trip for almost 2 weeks already. Finally it's here. I'm still halfway in my packing. I could do it later.

So 6 of us: Mic, Michelle, Peng, Leng, Kent and me are going to Malacca. We will be having a BBQ so we went shopping today. It's like we have been staying under the same roof, buying supplies for ourselves. What will happened if we really did? (who knows?) haha..

Yesterday, my mum came back from Beijing. She bought me and dress and a leather jacket. love her so much!!!She said she hated one thing there, which is you have to bargain to get the cheapest price. It's tiring. haha. I can imagine that! After that, we went to eat durian with my aunt near Bentong. It's an orchard but they have rabbits and geese and TURKEY. We went to eat lunch in Karak after that...(ending up eating a big Patin that costs RM117 ! OMG)

That's the good news? the bad news? I haven't even start my assignment yet. Great? Great.

Degree life is like this. busy. hectic.

and GREAT? look. I have 4 more assignments due this month. OH YEAH.

Photography....CRF....Fiction writing.....and Advertising.

Right now...I think I would just enjoy the holidays first and bother it later (after I come back from Malacca lah~). Need to remind myself to take some photos tomorrow...

Weeee~ enjoy the photos ~

Oh ya~ I graduated earlier this month! hehe

That's all for now~^^

Lost soul

Lost in the sea of people. I hate seeing myself like this. Keep staring at the wall...thinking...I need to keep myself busy, busy with things that keep my mind busy...busy from thinking of the past..Not like I want to, it just keeps appearing in my head, my dreams. I don't like it, especially when I want to get over it.

I can't concentrate on anything. Grades has been dropping. I know it's too early to say, or maybe I'm just KIASU. But, I can't accept it the way I am right now.

I need something to cheer me up, make me feel happy. Probably this Thursday would help, or maybe the Saturday's concert will do the trick. Too many things going through my mind and I don't like it.

2 more days to go. Big Bang concert. Have been waiting for months for this. Glad we queued to buy the tickets. But there will be another queuing to go through before the concert. Can't wait for it.hehe

and then...Next week will be our diploma convocation. hmm...I don't know what should I feel about it. Happy? Don't know.haha..Hope it would be smooth then.

That's all for now. Pictures? maybe not today. till then.^^

Craziness- awesome? holidays

Today is my last day of my crazy holiday.

Yup, crazy. 2 months plus...but it seemed quite long..but not too long...and I don't feel as if it's quite short either.

So, there has been crazy things that me and my friends did during this holiday.

ONE is queuing up to buy BIG BANG tickets. Okay, it's not like we want to queue overnight but we have no choice. When it's our turn to buy them, CAT 1 and CAT 2 were already SOLD OUT.

Another, is me having my own internship.At first, I didn't really like the idea. Because, being related to someone who worked there before, it gives me stress. PLUS, the pay is not enough. What to do, my parents insisted. But anyway, I had a great time there. Learnt a bunch of stuff I didn't manage to learn in my previous internship. It was a great experience. and I mean it..

and thanks for the farewell dinner guys, it was an awesome one.^^

As an intern there, you need to do your own assignment. A video or anything. And I have this idea popping into my head at 5am. Ya. 5 o'clock in the morning when I suddenly woke up and couldn't sleep.

Here is the link if you guys haven't watch it yet: http://switchup.tv/View.aspx?vid=8979&cid=20

And since I posted it one week ago, it already has 3000 views. I'm happy. But though, it could be much better. But I would like to thank my colleagues who helped me along the way..without you guys, I'm not sure if I could pull it through...

Anyway, here are some pictures I would like to share you guys with^^

So, tomorrow will be my first day of my degree, the orientation...Hope everything goes well. Well, the scholarship...I guess I have to move on.

Peace^^

The past

Human brain is one funny thing. Well, at night when you dream... Sometimes the past just come haunt you in it. Resulting in  waking up in hurt, confusion and agony. Well, most of the time is a messed up story of your past. But, the story that lies beneath it. You know what it meant to you.

Well, I'm that kind of person that dreams a lot. When I mean a lot, means I have more than one dreams in a night.

So the next day, I would be like dead fish. 

Anyway, someone said that someone still has feelings for me. and he did confess it to me.What can I say? What can I do?

I can't do anything.

That was the past. You, me, everyone knows it.

MOVE ON.

I'm a fan of Dog Whisperer. Yeap. coz I have a dog of my own. I mean at my home. I remember what he said. When people rescue dogs or when one of the owner passed. Dogs don't live in the past. It's the human that couldn't move on. Resulting in aggression in them. Sadness in them. Well, human have to move on. In order for the dogs to live a balance life. Because if the human themselves are not balanced, how could they lead their men's best friend into a balanced life. 

Dogs live at the moment. and I envy them for that. We could do the same. We just need to live our life with a open heart.

To you my friend, thanks for letting me know how you feel. I really do appreciate it. But it won't change anything. I know you don't expect anything from this. So do I. But I want you to know that you are a great friend to me.A nice senior since secondary school. I wish you the best in life. ^^

The past is the past. We need to let it go. So do our feelings. in order to move on.

Anyway. watched Ice Age 4 and Batman last night. Batman was a last minute decision. In the end, me and my kai kor was so tired. Went home, kena a bit from daddy. But it didn't matter lar. I apologized.Also... How often do I come home that late anyway. Minus that part during internship. That one don't count. That was work.

It's been quite some time since I blog here. It's the work. Come home everyday half dead. Sleep. 

I think I need to stop drinking tea at night. Caffeine. Gosh. Probably that explains the active brain.

It's an awesome Saturday. I hope it would be a great one. No worries. Watch Olympics. Cheer for the Malaysians. Life. 

Move on

I guess this 2 words has been in my head for a long time.
Being so emo these days.must be the work stress!

Anyway...the pictures above are some photos I took from Central Market at Jalan Kasturi. It was during a workshop where each group had to do an assignment. The kuih is called Putu Bambu, a traditional Malay kuih. Fortunately, the owner of the shop allowed us to interview him and his shop was featured in our video.

I was fortunate to have all the other 5 of them in my group. At first, I was thinking, where are we going in this because they were quiet. Especially the boys. Anyway, we managed to produce the video within the time that we were given. With some mistakes in the video though.....But we were satisfied.

Here is the link of the video: http://switchup.tv/View.aspx?vid=8729&cid=26

In the video, we also feature a batik shop that teach customers to do batik. It's not like the traditional designs that we see but with cute animals in it. Also, we interviewed an antique shop owner who plays a guitar. He is so cool!


One of the group went to do a feature of Federal Hotel- BTS of hotel management. It was a cool topic! I wish I had the opportunity to do that, but unfortunately, I didn't. But it's okay. Central Market was also an eye opening experience too.



Another thing to talk about today was. I registered myself for degree today. Honestly speaking, I was kinda blur the whole morning. Not sure where to go and get stuffs.

Worse, I didn't know I need to get my picture taken for the Student card.Great! I look like a dead zombie due to the lack of sleep. Worked the afternoon shift last night and only went to sleep 12am plus. Seriously, like what my friend Michelle said, we don't sleep early when we have class but we still have the energy. But since we start working, everything seems to drain us. If I'm on morning shift, I sleep around 10 something but I wake up 7.30am the next morning...and my shift only starts at 10am. If I have class 8am in the morning, I only sleep around 11 something to  midnight.

I think that is all for now! Have an awesome weekend people. I shall enjoy it at my office tomorrow.

It's hard to say

today it's the second day of my internship..
nice? Awesome? it's hard to say. It's just the second day.

Met some nice and funny people over there. But, haven't manage to know all of them yet. I'm slow.

Bosses asked me, well, even my dad, to come up with a new project/assignment. Well, I'm thinking on choosing the first Korean Accessories Concept Store in Malaysia, Ellui. Well, should I?

So, I'm getting this Friday off. Someone asked me out. But I chose the movie...so I'm not sure who asked who out...>< well, nvm..it doesn't matter.

Working morning shift for the rest of this month. So, I will have to reach the office by 10. for the Football show they are shooting. SO, better sleep early. Luckily dad offered to drive me to work.^^ thanks dad.

I seriously...

You know..I really hate people..when you say something or ask something simple..the reply you with a whole paragraph with a bunch of facts and statistics like they know everything in the whole world. Like you're so smart. It gets annoying...and I SERIOUSLY HATE IT. That person needs to know how to keep quiet and shut up. SERIOUSLY. and I mean IT.

Okay. enough with the emo-writing-with-all-the-annoying stuff.

Went and work there for 5 days. Awesome experience. With the editing of course. But the laptop has been giving me problems. I could actually get the 2nd MV done on the last day.. But the laptop had to fail on me. From the time I get back from lunch, for 3 hours the software wont open. and I had to restart the laptop 3 times.

The boss was a nice guy. Colleagues were nice too. Maybe I'm just being too shy and my cantonese suck to the max. Coz I seldom talk to them.

I think I may consider going back to help them when I'm on holidays. Seriously. Because to me, it's a great experience to learn and improve.

It's just..a bit FAR. CHERAS. took me almost 50 mins (slow drive) each day to reach there.

But the trip was worth it. I get to learn things. And also meet GREAT PEOPLE on the way. WORTH IT

well..that's all for now.

^^

Chocolate?

Life is like a box of chocolate. Sometimes..sweet....sometimes....bitter!

You know that feeling of being lost?

I started to feel that after my diploma ended few weeks ago. Went around looking for jobs, but somehow, you just got lost. You love what you are doing..you just...feel lost like you are in a maze. There is an exit, but somehow, you just can't find it.

Well, tomorrow I'm going to take a job that I'm not sure whether I'm right for the job. I'm not that good. I'm considered a beginner. I'm not sure whether it's going to work. I'm really worried. Extremely worried. Even though freelance, but I'm starting my internship (again, I know!) soon.

Listening to Big Bang songs right now. Seems like it's the only thing that sounds right.

Why am I being so EMO nowadays? I don't know. I have been laughing like crazy this afternoon during that dance training we had for the upcoming FLASH MOB! Thank you Peng for teaching!

It has been one long day. Tiring. Dancing for hours. But it felt good. but with the ache that comes after it.Not that fun. Haha

Met someone the other day. After 7 years I guess? I was only Form 1 then. and we met at a MAMAK?

Can't even remember? but after that he became my pet brother. Few days ago we started to chat again and we met on Thursday.. He was nice. I was happy. and that made my day. He really took care of me like a sister. Maybe being used to be the eldest one the whole time..I just couldn't get used to being taken care like a younger one. I'm happy to have a brother like him. ^^

Freelance. Internship. 30-hour Famine. Flash mob. What else? 

I don't know. I seriously don't. Well...we'll see how it goes. ^^

Signing out! 

It's midnight

Dear Blog...it's midnight...and I'm supposed to be already lying on my bed trying to sleep. But since I have nothing to do tomorrow..I shall sleep a bit later

Holidays started and we the gang-not-sters hang out almost once every week. Since one of us is going to UK and another is going to Singapore soon. We are going to miss them! Anyway, we also got our last semester results last friday. All of us were satisfied. and we celebrated the whole day ^^

Pimples have been popping out like mushrooms growing in the jungle. PAIN..and IRRITATING. I was suppose to go for facial but then no one inform me that the person was on emergency leave. WENT ALL THE WAY THERE...ahemmm...and then..well..nvm.

It's damn hot nowadays. I know ppl always say that its always SUMMER all year long in Malaysia. But to me, I kinda like to think that Malaysia has four seasons. During Spring, you can see flowers on trees by the road bloooming and dropping, Summer will be like right now, hot like crazy, Autumn, a bit of rain, and sun, and wind, while Winter, of course it didn't snow but it will be raining almost everyday.

Malaysia is not always free from nature hazards you know. Heavy downpour, we even have earthquake near Sabah. But we are considered lucky already.

Seriously, I'm sleepy right now. I was just writing this post to kill time while waiting for the file I was downloading. and waiting someone to reply. Not sure whether that person will reply. But, nvm. I shall sleep first!

THAT's All for NOW. GOOD NIGHT

Time flies...FAST

9 years since all of us played together, laughed together, do stupid things together.

Today I went back to my late grandmother's house in Tangkak, Johor. Empty. Nobody staying there, garden was a mess, the old rambutan tree have stopped fruiting and the young one has unripe fruits hanging over with dead leaves all over the ground. The house was left to care by my uncle. Can't blame him or anyone. All of them are growing old day by day.

9 years has passed and many things had changed. Some of us get married, some of us finished high school, some of us still studying in uni, while some of us even had kids. But some of them, they grow old. Seeing the last time we really get together was 9 years ago where most of us was filled with sadness because we had to send grandma to a peaceful place.

Sickness seems to be your closest 'friend' when you grow old, seeing my uncle and auntie being affected by different illness they have to bare and the effect on them makes me feel sad. Sad not just because I can't do anything, sad also because one day, somehow, maybe, let's hope it won't happen, it may happen to my parents.

Auntie is growing thinner and thinner everyday, but it is still heart warming to see uncle taking care of her even though he is already old himself, with his leg all swollen up due to high blood pressure and standing all day taking care of the Kopitiam.

Time, really catches on you without you even noticing it. So what I can say is, enjoy the moment, not to say do stupid things but to appreciate what that is in front of us and enjoy every moment of it. 

I don't really know

Finally I'm on holiday.

Finally?

Yup, it is.

I had AWESOME fun yesterday with my gang! Watch 2 movies in ONE day. It was tiring, COLD, but FUN!

We were all shivering like crazy in the cinema yesterday because the air cond was blowing like crazy. Poor Jia Leng..she wore everything short. 

So..we watched the Avengers and Dark Shadows.

when those movies start, you know what happened? Some of us start to analyse the movie. Guess the lecture on Film Studies really is effective. 

"Stop analyzing and watch! Stop analyzing! Stop analyzing!" that was what I kept telling myself. Can't help it!

OWH..i noticed the blood color in Dark Shadows is similar to the one in Sweeney Todd...

=.= kay.. SLAP ME

Both movies were not bad. But I like the part where *spoilers coming* the HULK throwing Loki like a bug or a toy or something. hahaha.. so CUTE

Currently, I'm busying with the 30-hour Famine that is coming in 2 months

But, other than that, I don't know what shall I do. I need to job. I know I need one. But I'm just not sure whether to head to the shopping mall or call up someone I used to know and ask whether I could still work there as the editor for the videos as freelance. My parents won't like neither of those.

What shall I do? I don't really know

This is.....frustrating...it really is..........