Friday, August 3, 2012

The past

Human brain is one funny thing. Well, at night when you dream... Sometimes the past just come haunt you in it. Resulting in  waking up in hurt, confusion and agony. Well, most of the time is a messed up story of your past. But, the story that lies beneath it. You know what it meant to you.

Well, I'm that kind of person that dreams a lot. When I mean a lot, means I have more than one dreams in a night.

So the next day, I would be like dead fish. 

Anyway, someone said that someone still has feelings for me. and he did confess it to me.What can I say? What can I do?

I can't do anything.

That was the past. You, me, everyone knows it.


I'm a fan of Dog Whisperer. Yeap. coz I have a dog of my own. I mean at my home. I remember what he said. When people rescue dogs or when one of the owner passed. Dogs don't live in the past. It's the human that couldn't move on. Resulting in aggression in them. Sadness in them. Well, human have to move on. In order for the dogs to live a balance life. Because if the human themselves are not balanced, how could they lead their men's best friend into a balanced life. 

Dogs live at the moment. and I envy them for that. We could do the same. We just need to live our life with a open heart.

To you my friend, thanks for letting me know how you feel. I really do appreciate it. But it won't change anything. I know you don't expect anything from this. So do I. But I want you to know that you are a great friend to me.A nice senior since secondary school. I wish you the best in life. ^^

The past is the past. We need to let it go. So do our feelings. in order to move on.

Anyway. watched Ice Age 4 and Batman last night. Batman was a last minute decision. In the end, me and my kai kor was so tired. Went home, kena a bit from daddy. But it didn't matter lar. I apologized.Also... How often do I come home that late anyway. Minus that part during internship. That one don't count. That was work.

It's been quite some time since I blog here. It's the work. Come home everyday half dead. Sleep. 

I think I need to stop drinking tea at night. Caffeine. Gosh. Probably that explains the active brain.

It's an awesome Saturday. I hope it would be a great one. No worries. Watch Olympics. Cheer for the Malaysians. Life. 

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