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My laptop is back on track and I can start to blog during my holidays...It suck without my laptop in a way...
But it actually give me time to read books...BURNED (its the latest series of the House of Night book series,the latest latest one- AWAKENED is not published yet)

SO....
my Sem Break started a few days ago...
It has been tiring since I fell sick after my FINAL EXAM

Yesterday,
Me, Penny, Jia Leng and dear ALIEN Peng Peng went to watch a movie..
Guess which movie????

haha
Answer: RAPUNZEL, A Tangled Tale

It was nice!
Full of laughter, romance, well, mostly LAUGHTER..
Its rated 'U'..Its mostly for KIDS!!!
haha..even though WE have already passed that line

If you have not see the trailer, HERE it is!!!

If you are a fan of laughter, you guys will love it!
Especially when you watch the Palace horse called MAXIMUS and Rapunzel's Pet, Pascal. They are just so damn cute!!!!



After the movie, we went to have pizza at Pizza Hut. I was just so hungry, probably because I just recover from my fever. In the end, I can't remember how many pieces of pizza I ate but I know I ate and drink the most.

Here are some pictures to share (took from Jia leng's facebook page)

Actually we didn't leave after we pay that bill. We just continue chatting there. Luckily there were empty tables and the amount of customers is not big..So we chat..until around 3 something and Penng said when go home already..and we parted too and we went home using our separated ways. Me and Leng Leng went to the KTM station together but our trains are moving different directions.

I have to say one thing about KTM...

It is so...erm....packed during some hours and depending which way you are going

I had headache the whole day because of that KTM

Morning, me and Penny went to Midvalley using KTM..when we enter..we were squeezing and the coach was mostly men!!!!Oh gosh, I told Penny to be careful because behind her and next to her are all men... and finally we reached KL sentral safely...

When I got home, actually it was better because it is around 4 something and mostly people are still in their office..

But it is very slow...

I have no choice but to sit KTM sometimes.. What to choose? I just hope that one day they will improve their technology and system so that it will be more comfortable and faster...Don't want to feel like I am in a tuna fish can AGAIN!!!

This is a picture I took at the KTM station on my way back. Midvalley station..I know the quality is not that good...Phone camera mah!!haha

The End

No....Its not the end of the world or the apocalypse....
Its just the end of my second semester as a Diploma in Communication Student...
and starting next sem (10 Jan 2010), we are getting seperated....*sob sob*

Holiday has started.....
so,
Great..
I will rot at home and my laptop needs reformating..

Hmm...I guess I am stupid in using computers...this is the second time it happened..not the same problem I guess but it still needs reformating though...and both happened when I was about to start my sem break *Hurray!~* ==lll

OKay...I haven't been updating my blog recently...
I know some of you guys won't mind it because you don't read my blog..but fine
haha...
To those who have been reading my blog..Thanks a lot...^^
I appreciate it a lot..

Ya....
Days have not been easy for me ....
waiting the clock to tick the next second is so...frustrating..
I just wished that my FINALS will end as soon as possible..
but when it really does end now...
I feel a bit lost you know???

For now..I am jus typing and typing and typing and typing and typing..........
I guess I don't know until when
I am bored...Ya BORED??
I don't know what am I really doing right now...

Of course answer: writing a blog.

But I clearly don't know what I am thinking..
No...I  prefer not to think so much and try not to bother that much..It will only give you the headache

I think I am getting sick..
Oh I forgot..
I had a curse since last year's SPM..
I  keep falling sick after any major exam...
now,
my nose is blocked and burning....

Thank goodness my holiday has already started!!!

hmm...I have started to smell the scent of the evening rain...
the wind is very strong outside...

Holidays??
Have you guys started to plan it out???
Me??
Probably Singapore..
But if I have a chance...
with a camera and a backpack...
I would like to travel to some places I wish I could travel to.. ALONE....
No reason ..
I just feel like doing so...^^

and share some pictures and story I have gone through there??
IF..I have the money lah~~~
haha

Ok...will update my blog next time~~~

17 November 2010

I can't think of a topic to write so...
I wrote the date..
Tomorrow is my Final Presentation

Doom day.............ah...
I just check the student portal and guess what..
Next semester starts on 10 Jan 2010...
Actually, I planned on taking a part time job..
but I think now can't..

Next semester has only 4 subjects but I saw 1 writing subject..
(die lorh! my writing is so bad!)

Okay..back to the subject that tomorrow is my final presentation.
I can't say what is my topic because if I say it out here now...LOUD..
no  more surprise tomorrow lo...

Because of this presentation, I spent almost RM100 on the clothing...
Examiner from hospitality..don't want to simply dress..

I don't feel quite well right now..
No...it is not because of tomorrow..no way...

I feel dizzy, headache, cold (the fan is only no.2), aching all over..even the throat...
there is something wrong with it..

oh no....
I don't want to fall sick....
It is like a curse ler!!!!
Everytime after exam I fall sick..but this time, my exam have not even start!!!!

Wish me good luck tomorrow....*pray*

老了...

我的父母..
随着年龄的增加...
真的老了...

一个56
一个51
老了...白头发也长出来了..

我...
一直都不想承认这一个事实...
对我来说很残忍...
没有为什么..
只是希望..
他们能够永远在我身边不要走..
但这样...
会不会太自私了?
我必须接受..
有一天他们会离开我...

很难..
真的很难...
我也很怕他们会把我一个人留在这一个世界上...

对了..我还有一个弟弟...
还有他..
但..
若他们真的不在了..
一切都不会像以前一样了..
nothing will be the same anymore~

糊涂...
我妈...开始糊涂了..
我开始害怕..
所以时常骂她..
身为一个乖女儿的我..
我不应该这样..
对..
我心里知道..
这是不对的...
但我还是做了...
我妈心里肯定很难受...

对不起啊妈...
我只是害怕...
我不敢承认你老了...
我不敢承认你糊涂了...
我不敢承认你不健康了..
吃那些药..
长出来的头发却不是黑而是白的..
白的像纸一样..

那天我帮她染头发时告诉她..
她回我一句:你现在才知道你妈老了啊?
其实我老早已经知道..
但我不肯接受...

记得中二时你进院..
我在你床边哭到很惨..
那"该死"的阿姨想把我拉回家..
我那时真的很怕很怕..
很怕不能再见到你了...

爸..
我知道你的肺一直都不好..
却装得一点都不在乎..
本来应该是退休了..
可以享受日子..
却为了让孩子能过好日子...
跑去教书了...

我...
不懂到底要说什么..
谢谢你吗?
在我写着这行字时,
我听到你咳嗽了..

嗨...

我好希望他们能够永远陪着我..
我才18岁...
老天爷...
让他们留在我身边久一些好吗?

我好希望以后能好好报答他们..

坏人...

我觉得有时...
我真的是坏人....

他明明就对我很好....
我却一直要拒绝他...
躲开他想问我的问题...
他想载我去上学 , 放学...
可是我都拒绝了...

他为了我..
本来不喜欢驾车的他..
竟然买了一辆二手货Myvi...
他说他希望能带我出去玩..
可是我却一直让他失望...

我到底哪里出了问题啊?
到底在怕什么...
怕家人发现吗?
也许...
我怕他们不再对我有信任...
那我就不懂要怎么办了...

或许....
我不知道为什么...
我或许需要一点时间...
学业...
爱情...
可以同时拥有...
但需要衡量..
要不然...
我知道...
我真的会倒下来...

但我想了想..应该不是学业的问题...
家人吧...
他们掌握着我的未来...
他们随时可以夺走它..
为什么..?
要是我走错一步...
我相信...
他们很难相信我...
要是他们不再让我去读书了怎么办..
我怕我妈会这样..
对..
她的个性就是这样...
但..
这只是预测..
应该不回发生..

我...
对我家人来说是他们以后能过好日子的最后一个希望吧..
可是..
我一点也不乖...
我不诚实..
但又不能告诉你们真相...

我好矛盾..
对吧..?

突然好想去沙滩...
没有为什么...
只是想独自享受海边吹来的风...
对...

一个人坐在沙滩..发呆...吹风...
让海水把我的烦恼带走....

Die or cry?

nope...I won't die or cry if my results come out like ...who knows what? haha..

I will just regret that I didn't study hard enough for this semester because I was chasing drama series, playing games everyday.

I say those above because starting today, it is my 1 week study leave, means gotta study at home!!!

However, I will not waste but spend my time in Taylor's this Thursday for my Final Presentation. 40% ok..so i can't screw it up! I don't want to fail miserably and repeat this subject! So....ehemm.....it is a waste to fail this subject! and it is a waste of my parents money.

Today, as of 2.30pm, I already finished sorting out my speech for that presentation and also practiced more than twice...3 times... I hope it really do work that day!!!

Guys,
ever wondered doing things that you know you will regret but end up doing it?? Yes, I do.. I am not going to say what is it? Don't ask me if you are curious, because I am not going to answer. I sometimes hate myself for that reason. I feel that this is not the person I want myself to be. I rather myself being so stupid and naive...but I can't...I hate myself for being this way..not naive...not stupid...

It seems that I still need time. I don't know what is holding me back from accepting all these things..

OKay... SKip that subject..

Blogging seems like a second thing to me now...Last time was piano..now? Nothing more.. I stopped..Parents questioned me why don't I continue... You want the truth?? I love music..but I give up.. I am not that talented as those people..ya...That's it..I don't want to waste your money...I rather use it in somewhere else...

Money..Everything needs money...damn...I really do need money...to eat...*sigh*

Guess what is my favorite food now?? Korean food..haha... Thanks to Leng Leng for introducing me the Korean Food. I like it very much!!! We do have 1 restaurant in Taylors Lakeside Campus.. the interior looks something like this..I love their design but the shop is a bit small to me...a bit packed... but I love the food...
This picture was taken like a month ago when we first went in to eat..haha

Planet Radia Malaysia by Commercial Radio Malaysia

Today, I went for a talk at my University about Planet Radio Malaysia in Lecture Theater 1..It was awesome in a sense that we get to meet with a lot of people working in the radio industry and I learnt a lot from their speeches and their experiences.

It was also great to see students from 13 other colleges/ uni come together for this talk (total is 14 after adding Taylors).

Okay...I confessed that I am kiasu!! why?
Because even though I know where is the venue (of course, it is my uni after all), I am already there by 8am and when I reached, the crews were still doing their prep! But, my dear friend Jia Leng is already there, earlier than me.... and the event wont start until 10 am...
I am damn Kiasu..am I huh?

haha.Anyway, we were the first to get ourselves registered. Yup, first to get our names ticked. When we were registering ourselves with the crew at the table, one of the crew members told us if we would like to have a tour in any of these stations, and I was like "AWESOME!!!!!". and my eyes scan through the papers on the table but only stuck onto 1..HITZ.fm!!!! damn I love the morning crew!!and the songs played on air...haha..Me and Peng Peng were so happy!!!haha...

SO we waited a while before we enter the lecture theater hall..Actually the size was similar to the one where we had the public speaking competition at LT2 2 months earlier I think..So ...I thought it was going to be a full house where there is not even enough seats(That was what they wrote)..too bad that I was a bit disappointed when I saw empty seats..=(hmm...
And we chatted..and waited.....and let the time pass....

Pictures we took from where we sat in the lecture theater while waiting...

The Name Tag that was given to us upon registering and the emcee (guy) is Hafiz..If I remembered correctly..haha

As I said...we waited and waited...and they keep playing songs...eehem...from Justin Bieber..no offence to their fans but...I don't find the songs....ehemm...nice...

Sorry

and the event finally started! Our uni Deputy Vice Chancellor, Mr Pradeep Nair gave his speech. One sentence that I can't forget is he said he would never tell his son about who was here this morning, or else his son will kill him (Ean and Phat Fabes were in the house).

and then the speech from Dato' Borhanuddin Osman, President of Commercial Radio Malaysia.

After that, is those Radio Announcers of course!!! Jeremy from Redfm, Phat Fabes from Flyfm and of course Ean from Hitz.fm!!! Oh gosh..haha...We kept laughing!! Those guys are hilarious!They talk about those experience when there are on air and even off air, their past on their studies( Phat Fabes got a law degree and Jeremy got a psychology degree).. Odd huh? But they say, what you study is not important, the most important is your passion and interest.

and then there are also talk given by the Network Content Manager and people from the different areas in Radio Industry. The General Manager of Brands and Promotion also gave a short talk about Branding and Radio Promotions.

I did learnt a lot from these people. What these people say are totally true in the sense that, what we do, we must have the passion and Phat Fabes said, if we don't strive for No.1, we won't make it.

Yup! It is totally TRUE!!!

We managed to grab some pictures with the Radio Announcers today. But, Jeremy left earlier..so....only Phat Fabes and Ean lah~~haha

Here are the pictures!!

                                                

We also took a group picture with the VIPs before the event ended and we went to the cafeteria to enjoy free food from TEMPTATIONS..YEY~~~haha

No topic

No topic for my blog post today because I am not talking about a specific thing..
It is a cold day...

It is like autumn in college...It has not reach to the stage of winter yet...because the classroom will be snowing by then..haha
So....
hmm...
I slept around 12 something last night...and my dream is getting weirder...
haha...
I dreamt of going to sunway pyramid....I think ...and then....I saw myself finding places to park....and the parking place..I mean the position was odd....very odd..My dad said that I have the fear of parking...Well...haha..Sort of la!!

I wonder why Taylor's classrooms are so cold? It could be the weather but I was feeling very cold when I went in the Lecture Theater 3 for Presentation Skills and I was shivering...Probably caused by not eating breakfast..hmm....

Next week will be my study leave...means after next week is Final Exam and the timetable is already out. 3 days of exam, Monday, Tuesday and Friday...Most of them during the afternoon...screw you!!I wished it was in the morning...>< No choice....decision has been made by the examination centre...bo bian la..haha
But before that, I have my Final Presentation on 18 NOV 2010... Harry Potter movie is opening that day!!!arghhhh!!! and I hear the examiners for that day are very strict....especially on attire..well..I am screwed...I think I need to get a new set of clothes...I am running out of fashion sense in my closet for that day...I do have a skirt...but...hmm.....I don't think it fits for that day...

Tomorrow I have another presentation...I don't know how many presentations I have gone through already for this sem...so many...
Need to prepare for my part...Maybe tonight after biang biang send me the slides...what I can do now..is relax a bit..maybe take a nap...because seriously..I am really tired...
I hate dreaming during my sleep...but my dad say is good...for me...I ....hate it....because...the next day..I will have panda eyes...It makes me look like there is no difference whether I stay awake studying or sleeping..><

At first...I really don't know what to write for this post...It looks like I am writing more and more...

Well, its already almost 2pm when I write this sentence...quite hungry because I only drank Yakult for my breakfast...thats all..After class at 12noon I bought 1 piece of garlic bread from Bread Story.. hard...but nice la..thats all for my breakfast and lunch I guess...I know it's bad for my health..I am just too lazy to eat..haha...LAZY.... I know..bad excuse huh...
Ever wondered if a person died of hunger because the person is lazy to eat or drink?
Very odd..haha...
It's just  I don't have the appetite right now...

From today onwards...I need to save as much money as I can.... But really hard....
RM 50 for 2 weeks at Taylors Lakeside.......
not enough..but I dare not ask more money from my parents...
because I know that they will nag at me and I know that they are complaining of money shortage...since I don't know when....I think since we moved into this big house 5 years ago...I just feel it is useless....I mean 4 person staying in a big house...
I mean if you know you will have all these financial problems, I would not rather buy a big house..even though is for the sake of my children. If there is no money for their education, then what will you do. I rather stay in a small house because I can at least give them the best education of the money saved and let them eat better even though the house is small...but not small until no place to eat or live la...haha..

To me, 4 person staying in a semi-d house...a bit big....maybe to me....If there is a place to sleep and eat is already grateful to me..as long I feel comfortable..But to them, especially my bro and dad, I think not..hmm....

Rainy Day it is....

It has been a cold day since I woke up this morning...
Still...I wore a  mini skirt to college!
haha...
Today's class....hmm..up until now.... which is already 1pm, is BORING...
I have stuffs to do..but it is all in my laptop....I didn't bring to college today!
and My webpage design has finished!!!!
Yeah to me and some of my friends!!!
haha
after a few weeks and days of mind confusing, it is finally over!!


I dunno what to write today..just gonna type it out for FUN!!
Ya.. F for Fish..U for Umbrella...and N for Nuts!!! F-U-N!!!!

I am acting like a small kid...haha....
A for Apple, B for Banana, C for Cat....D for....Donkey...E for Elephant....F....for...Fish!!haha.....G for....G for girls.......haha...okok...enough!!..hehe

Assignment Rush!!

Yup!!!Next week is the last week of my semester...not last week but the last week to go for classes and the following week will be study week and after that....final exam...!!!

Still got 3 more assignment to be done....><
1. Web Page design (5 Pages) due next Tuesday...oni done 1st
2. CRM presentation... Due next Thurs><
3. Final Presentation...Next week have to give her see the outline..I mean my lecturer...

GOing to update my blog a bit later when I find something to write about...Till then...Bye blog..^^

Staring

Mom: *shouting*Break Break Break!!!!! You didn't see got car coming meh!!!!!
Renvin: Of course I know!! You don't have to shout and scream at me right????!!!!

That's how I start my morning today.
A scream and shout from my mother in the car
I just want a peaceful morning after last night..
After quarreling with my mom,
my tears drop again..
*sigh*

I reached college at around 7am and smsed Jia Leng..

Me: 你到了吗? 我先上去咯!
Her: Hmm!! I'll go find you in class

I walk as slow as I can...
Walking to Block D with a packet of cold chocolate milk in my hand,
I pressed the Up arrow of the lift lazily and waited the lift to come down to pick me up.

Lift : 7th floor~
 I walked out from the lift and all I can see is doors closed with no lights inside the classrooms
"Great! The security guard has not unlock the doors yet!"
I wanted to sit at the staircase next to the lift but another guy was sitting there..
and the wind was cold and nice...

so...
I walked to the railings at the end of the classroom there and sat down on the cement floor...
The wind was cold but nice..especially during the morning...
I stare across the lake..
I started to think
What is feel like to jump into the lake from 7th floor??
How deep is the lake??
Don't worry..
I don't have thoughts of committing suicide..

I turned around and saw Penny behind me..
she came and sat down..
then Jia leng came also...

The security guard came not long after that
and we went into the class and start doing our webpage design

It took me 2 hours to just edit 1 background for my home page..
while listening to the lecturer talking about the streaming thingy.. Public Relations (yesterday), Journalism, Broadcasting and Advertising.

And then we went for this media law class.
Same old thing every Tuesday ... Answering questions
I was the first to be called up to answer the question and he gave me and my friends all 10/10..
and we were the first group to get an early break
*yey*
one happy thing for today

Then we went to eat Korean food again
Wah...second time this week..
when want to pay money..
shit...not enough..only left RM 2 in my purse..
wa...
I thought still got RM 50 a!!!
no more money ad!!!

then we went back to Digital Graphics class again and start doing our assignment
everyone is going crazy because of this Dreamweaver
So tired after that..
I went back home and slept for 3 hours ++
haha

Cont'd Monday Again

Here are the Pics i took today...Sketching some "eyes" and Faces!!

Haha..

     
and the stuffs I bought today><