It ends..but it starts all over again...

Semester 4 ended few days ago.
So, here I am writing my blog after my blog was left to rust for a few weeks or... Maybe just a few days?
I was actually enjoying my SHORT holidays! When I say short ..it is really short. I only get to rest like...4 days before semester 5 starts. Hectic I tell you. I am having my internship starting from TUESDAY till January next year, which is a few days before Chinese New Year. And... I heard that my semester 6 is going to start after that...which will going to end around MAY. hmm..Life...ya..This is the reality.

When internship starts... I actually don't know what to expect. Will it be good or bad? I can't tell. I just hope it will go smoothly. Luckily..I'm doing with 5 of my other classmates. I was lucky not having to face it all alone. I'm not that type of person who could socialize with other people. Most of the time, I force myself to talk to people I don't know because I have no choice. Frankly speaking, I am shy to strangers. Even though part of myself didn't want myself to be like this, another part would want myself to stay this way. Well, if you know what I was talking about.

Few days ago, I went to drink with few of my friends. Honestly, I wanted to get drunk. After all that I have to go through last semester which ended that day. I just wanted to relax. But I didn't get drunk. If I did, actually it would be dangerous. Since, ya. It's not a safe place to get drunk.

Came back, feeling my face swollen because of all those drinking and dancing..and lack of sleep. Took the train back to my house. Bloody train, have to wait 20 minutes to with a bunch of smelly people. I feel like I am in a tin of sardins or something. Luckily, I managed to get a seat. I didn't take the lady's coach this time. They were bloody pushing everywhere. I can't get inside, so I went to the one next to it. And BLOODY HELL. That train is a one door coach train.

I think.. That is all for now. If I write any longer, you guys won't have the mood to read anyways. Okay.

Thank you for reading. ^^

Need 1 second to breathe

I am suppose to be doing my study for my exam next week. It's never ending is it? I have just handed up my last assignment yesterday. I finally can breathe..at least for a while. 

I had trouble sleeping last night. I didn't had my dinner because I wasn't feeling well. When I was starting to fall asleep, I feel myself floating and dizzy. It's SCARY I tell you, really scary!

I don't know what to say right now..hmm..let me think..

How is my life right now? Hectic.....Ya..I'm really getting used to this SINGLE but NOT AVAILABLE life. Ya..We all met a guy, he looked handsome, play the violin. and he looked like Wilber Pan. haha. He is the perfect guy in every girl's heart.  And it's kinda fun having a crush. I mean not falling IN LOVE with him. It is just utterly positively 100% admire. I admire this kind of ppl. To have the talent and good looks at the same time. It is purely admiration. Don't get me wrong><

And ya..I'm not going to be in a relationship. Not until I meet that 100% right guy one day. Which is, I think it will need to wait. Because I really LIKE this life! and I mean it!

OH ya.. Just uploaded a few of my videos.

A video about JOY

To kids, joy is simplicity, Simplicity is joy.. They never think much. Always a YES or NO. and they always live to the moment. Adults, however, when we grow up, things get more and more complex...even the meaning of JOY. 

Check this video out: http://youtu.be/e-xpOBDqelo

and also a montage me and my group did (PEDAS! Productions)

about crime drama. I did the editings..haha

The link here: http://youtu.be/eOlwjZtxzqU

Please leave a comment or like the video. It will mean a lot. and it is needed so further improvement can be made.

GOOD LUCK to all of my friends who are all sitting for exam next week. No matter it is STPM or our FINALS... GOOD LUCK peeps! All the best! and also to myself..haha

A short one

Wanted to update a short post for my blog..not a long one..
coz..Tomorrow is presentation day..Awful..i know..

Yea..I am single but no..I m not available..haha..odd combination.but yea..Too many things happening lately..I just need a break..

Fashionology was awesome guys! I'm proud of you! Even though there are glitches here and there. But I have to say, it is not easy to pull it off. And you guys did it! Proud of you guys...haha

okay..SPM students! GOOD luck for tmrw's paper! BM right?
 I know..You guys have to pass if not you won't get that cert. But don't worry. Just try your best! I wish you guys all the best.and also to my ASSHOLE bro..I hate you..but I want you to pass that exam..haha..

To STPM students! Good luck to you all too! Exam in another 7 more day right?
 I wish you all the best too!!! Hope you guys will Ace all of it smoothly..!

Okay.time to sleep..Blasted enough music d...GOOD NIGHT!!

FOod FoOd FOoD

Yesterday we did shooting at my house and pat's house. But before that, we went all food frenzy!

Old town for breakfast. Domino's at my house. and then we went to eat Snowflakes and after finish shooting the swimming part. We went to MAMAK for dinner! the MAMAK food was awesome. Where can you find a plate of NASI GORENG with a whole piece of friend CHICKEN THIGH for just RM 8! and it is TASTY!!!

okay..I need to get back to do my assignments. Busy weeks ahead. 2 more weeks at least! Okay!! good luck to all of us!! and my friend in PR! few more days to go guys to the EVENT! I hope it will be awesome! Oh! To my other readers. there is an event coming this 11.11.11- FASHIONOLOGY. Organized by the Diploma in Communication Semester 4 PR students, it is an event where they fuse Fashion with Technology. I don't know how they do it but we will have to wait until they day itself. There will be fashion show, performances by artists like Nadhira, Panic crew, SonaOne and more. It is an event not to be missed. Here is the link to their FACEBOOK page : https://www.facebook.com/fashionology2011?ref=ts

The price is RM 50.00 and the venue will be near the lake. If you have nothing to do on that day, please come and support this event. All money from ticket sales will proceed to CHARITY in conjunction with WORLD FOOD DAY. There will be goodie bags too! and many other gifts!

If you would like to learn more on how to get tickets! visit their Facebook page larh or contact any of their committee members!!! Haha.. Or you can let me know also and I will help you get one from them!

now some photo sharing!

You have to continue...LIFE

It has been 2 weeks since my mother got burnt by flames from a leaking gas at home. Since then, I have not used the gas stove to cook. But I still have to cook though..when my mum is in the hospital, I have been eating outside food..I'm growing sick of it.

I cooked..but not using the stove but the multi-purpose cooker my mum bought. What to do if you still have to phobia. I'm not the victim but I'm still afraid of stepping in to the kitchen. Well, I can't be staying away forever right? The first day was scary, and I noticed that it slowly improved over the days.

My mum has been discharged since the friday 2 weeks ago. It has been tough for me. My mother initially couldn't walk or stand too long. But she is improving. This incident definitely left a scar in my life. I have no mood to study. My dad asked whether it has affected me. Well, I lied about it. I'm weak. I never do good when it comes to emotion and family matters. However, its getting  better now.

My mother has start working again, SLOWLY. Doc has given her MC till 14 Nov but she said she couldn't stand sitting at home everyday so she went back to work on Friday, half day.

You have to continue life, don't you?

Every time i see her leg, so red and the skin falling off. You can imagine that horrifying situation. Sometimes it hurts to see but I can't do anything but help her get better by doing things that could help.

Rain is getting worse day by day. It was so heavy yesterday I could hardly see the road when I was driving. So be careful guys. and TAKE CARE

Here are some photos to share.

the Experience, her Phobia

It's been a long week and everything I usually do makes no sense to me at all.

Let me warn you that this post might be long. So if you don't feel like reading, you can close this tab now
So here is the story
I didn't feel like going to class..but I have to and in the end I spent most of that duration day dreaming. Most of time, too, I feel like not coming to class at all. Well, it's my problem why I'm like this. Maybe for what I have experience days before that made me lose interest in most of my things that I do.
First of all, I would like to thank everyone who wished my mother well and came to visit my mother at the hospital. A million thanks to the nurses too who took care of my mother when both my dad and I weren't there at night.

I came back that Friday after a video shoot at the university with my friends. I went up to put my things, changed into my really, i mean REALLY short pants and went down to the kitchen. I remember telling my mother "mm~~~ very nice smell, what are you cooking for dinner arh???" and then I went out to the dining room to play with my dog. Just a few minutes later I hear my mum turning on the fire on the stove and BOOM.. not like the sound of the BOMB just like wind and BOOM..I can't explain it. Seconds later she came out of the kitchen shouting, " FIRE FIRE FIRE!!!" I could see smoke coming out of her hair and shirt. Without thinking, I took her straight to the clinic and the doctor there gave her some cream and then I drove her to SUNWAY medical centre. Please note that I stay in Shah Alam and that hospital is behind Sunway Pyramid. My mother is screaming in pain and I drove like mad there. and there is this FREAKING jam at the highway and in front of the hospital. I keep flashing lights at the car but it wouldn't move. What can I do. Eventually we reached the Emergency wad and she was immediately taken in as E&A. I didn't cry until I went to park my car and called him to talk about what happened. Well, I admit that I'm an emotional person.

 It's been a long night and I waited till around 10pm to go home. I was shaking as I drove home. I felt very tired from the crying and worrying.

It was hard the first few days as she was on drip and she could hardly walk to the toilet and I have to help her with everything, including bathing.

Days later, it reminded me of an incident that happened to one of the artist called Selina from S.H.E. They were my favorite and I tell you I was kinda devastated when she was hurt in an incident that left her burnt. Same as my mother but she was worse. At that time, I didn't know how did her friends and family feel, seeing her in that condition and feel sorry for her. Well, I know that feeling now. It's scary and hurting at the same time. Especially if she was your mother.

When she was in the hospital, she told me she dare not cook anymore, with a gas stove. She had this phobia after that incident. Now, what had happened to her make me scared of using that gas stove too. Lucky we had and multi-purpose cooker but then, I'm still worried.

She was discharged from the hospital on Friday. I took her to the hospital yesterday to do the dressing. This was the first time I see the wounds under the dressings. Some were bleeding and she was in pain when they took out the old dressing. I was worried for her. She couldn't walk after that because of the pain and I had to get the wheelchair to push her downstairs.

Tuesday is her next appointment and I hope she gets better and better....She is still on  medical leave until 14 nov...but I hope she rest well.

Mum, please get well soon. Love you.

Frustrated to the MAX

We started our shooting today. First thing that happened was I am tired. Second thing that happened was...the camera was not functioning properly....In the end I call Ah Bea to find out what's the problem. Apparently she said it could be the SD card problem being not able to support FULL HD videos because it is only CLASS 4 and I need a CLASS 10..so I hope it's a SD card problem and not the camera problem.

So we bare with it for today. Asked him to buy a CLASS 10 for me..thank you dear^^

SO i hope it works la..

The third thing that happened is people who are suppose to attend a discussion at 9pm didn't turn up. No reason prior to that and I am not Happy. I do respect each of you. But damn, can you guys be more responsible a bit. If you can't make it by 9pm, you have my number, you saw me during class, please tell me. Don't tell me you FORGET. It is just an excuse I won't accept.

OK
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