Less than 24 hours

Wohooo...
Left less than 24 hours and I will be leaving for Singapore~~~

Both my cousin are invading my room...haha..
Have to sleep on the floor tonight la!!!hahaha

Nitez

Christmas is COMING!!!!

Oh ya~ Christmas is coming in around 13 more days!! Have you guys checked the Christmas decoration at the shopping malls near you??

Well, I checked Sunway Pyramid, Ikano, MidValley and 1 Utama .
To me, the best decoration goes to 1 Utama! It is so like Christmas over there!!! I reminds me of being in a English town where it is snowing (but there is no snow in 1 Utama), cold and smoke comes out from their roof ( I forgot what that thing is called) ..

I can say those people who are in charged of this project is so CREATIVE!!! I have never seen such decoration in Malaysia before!!

Cleaning Up

I cleaned up my room today, which is erm..kinda first big clean up since I moved here 4 years ago. I know what you guys are thinking. Yup! I am a lazy girl.

The amount of dust is almost unbearable... I can't believe there is so much dust in my room. I mean I didn't noticed them until today, well most of them.

I think I should clean up my room more often. I don't want to live in a dusty room where I spend most of my time in that space other than the toilet and college..haha

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Change of topic

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I am bored..REALLY B-O-R-E-D!!

I don't have much things to do in the house because other than helping my mom with the chores, I stuff myself in my room staring at my laptop and my novel!!

I think I am going to watch MERLIN ...bye~~~

page 96, end of Chap 4

I've started to wondered away..
Thinking things that I felt sorry and angry of.


I felt sorry about my mother. She was angry and she started shouting and yelling......I felt bad. Yes, I do.
I can't blame her that she is finding a way to relieve her stress because of all the house chores and my brother and my dad...I did help with the house chores, not all of them but I do help her. My bones is just aching today like hell and I just don't feel like doing.


I am angry because of my brother and my dad. First, my brother. It is just a fork. Stop blaming mom for losing it after taking it when we were going on a trip to Ipoh and Cameron Highlands last week. You didn't even pay for that fork. Be nice to her and talk to her nicely. Even though she loves to nag. Just tolerate it ok? Second, my dad. Sometimes I just think that he is too much. I am not your maid, please. Even though you are the KING of the house, please bare in mind that I am your daughter. 


Angry at myself too...*sigh*...why am I so lazy????

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Just came back talking to my mom..
She is better now that just now.
I don't like my mom to feel sad but why I can't make her not to feel sad sometimes.
Okay..I don't know what am I talking about.


I have been thinking a lot these days. Sometimes  making me hard to fall asleep. My mind just can't seem to stop thinking. That's what makes a person alive right?? Sometimes writing a blog like this = talking to myself using my mind an heart without using my voice. I am just writing out what I am thinking and I am expressing it out using my words.


Want to know how I feel today??
I feel tired, happy, sad, angry.. I don't know how many feelings I had today but I basically have it all. Damn..why?


I feel myself easily wondered away with things that are sort of not important that is a waste of time that I shouldn't have think about it because it is unnecessary. Even HE said that I think too much. Well, I always think a lot and I can't stop it. That's what make me, feels me? I guess.....


and my blog starts to get longer and longer and longer again....


I wish that I can sleep peacefully tonight and not like today or yesterday ( its around midnight to dawn...I don't know???) I hope that the phone won't ring again early in the morning when I am the only person being awaken by it even though I am separated by a thick wall and not even the person sleeping in that room can hear it! Why??? 


Maybe it is because I never sleep well..and I am always aware about my surroundings. Maybe that is why my panda eyes never go away.


That is all for now I guess...For now..Ya....

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I saw this quote at the beginning of Chapter 5, pg 97


" Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?"
-Alfred, Lord Tennyson, "The Higher Pantheism"

What do you think about it?

Shouldn't Have to be This way

*sigh*
Okay.. I saw the news..It has been everywhere.
Everybody is talking about it in their blogs..well..almost..
I am not going to talk about it "a lot" anymore as I think that guy already got enough scolding, advising, consoling ..

What I want to say is.. Which is to everyone:
There are many ways solving one problem.
Not every destination has only one route that leads to it..
Doesn't mean that you lost your very love one... You Die..
NO...
It shouldn't have to be this way..
Loving someone doesn't mean you have to owe him/her...
probably letting him/her go is a way of loving too...
but not dying..purposely..
You want to give her happiness??
This is not the way ok??

But.. to that person Alviss Kong: 
Just may your soul rest in peace..
Continue you journey in the other world..
Hope your next life will be better and you won't do something like this again..

Seriously Bored

I am Seriously Bored over here..
I am probably doing the same things everyday, over and over again

Urghh..
My stomach hurts again today..and I hate it..
When will my stomach ever function properly???

Counting down 5 more days to Singapore
Still far away I guess..
But I am looking forward visiting there..!!!

I have started reading a novel I just bought last week.
It is called CLOCKWORK ANGEL by Cassandra Clare..I just started the first chapter..
Not Bad actualy...

I know if the novel is nice if I am able to imagine the story like a movie in my mind and I somehow like it.
That was the same thing that happened when I read all Stephanie Meyers books and somehow will get unsatisfied with the movies later because somehow, our mind imagines better as and sometimes they don't put everything into the movie..

There is a song I want to share with you guys, called 我们都怕痛by Wilber Pan. I actually like the MV more as it bring meaning. This MV is actually for the series they were making called Endless Love. The MV is sort of a summary of the story. so, by actually watching the MV you can know what is the story like.


Okay... Thats all for now!!! Enjoy~~~

Ipoh + Cameron Highland

Today I woke up around 5.40am to go Ipoh to pray my grandma and to go to Cameron Highland (1 day trip).

We left around 6.30am and reached there around 8 something to 9 in the morning. 

The first place we went is the market at Kampung Simme ( I think it is spelled like this?)

My mother bought some food, fruits and flowers that are needed for the prayers.

Sorry. The Pictures were blur because I was walking while taking them.

Then we head to have some breakfast at Taman Cannings.

Hmm..

The Chee Cheong Fan stall is quite popular over there and you have to , and it is definitely to line up to make your order, if not the boss will get angry. That's what I saw when my dad tries to order the Chee Cheong Fan from the boss when the boss told him to line up and his tone was so angry when he asked whether my dad wants a big or small plate (poor dad).

The Chee Cheong Fan sold there is quite simple (chilli with soya sauce and some fried shrimps and onions) with the price of RM2.50 (small) & RM3.00 (big).

After that we head over to the temple. At the temple I saw this lotus flower that is white in color. Nice and pure. That was what I thought at the first place. What do you think about it?

Before we leave for Cameron Highlands, we stopped over Ipoh Garden to buy some Pet food and stuffs for our dear dog Chloe.. She will be very happy when she sees all those stuffs we bought her^^ By the way, we bought Chloe when she was small in that shop too.

We saw many puppies that were for sale for adoption and I saw this whole cage of Rotweilers puppies. They were so cute (when they are puppies but not when they grow up)..hahaha

SO ... We went up Cameron Highlands and it started to rain.. What was more worse is we didn't have any umbrellas so we have no choice but to walk under the rain. 

Here are some Pics when we were going up to Cameron Highlands.

And.. we bought some things while we were up there. For examples, Sweet corns, sweet potatoes and flowers^^

and I have to say one thing while going up.

My father is too busy finding for "wild flowers" by the road sides that he almost get us into an accident TWICE and I almost got a HEART ATTACK.. I almost wanted to shout at him and say EYES ON THE ROAD PLEASE!!!!

Oh gosh.. I was scared to death!!

It was raining the whole trip in Cameron Highlands and all of us were freezing. Its like autumn in Malaysia ya know?
That cold!!
We went to a nursery on the way down from Brinchang and I took some photos there.
Ever seen Purple Bunga Raya??

Do you know there is a flower called the Gardenia (the bread's name)??

I didn't know until I saw them...><
When we went down from Tanah Rata to Tapah. The road is a bit "snakey" and there is a lot of turns.
We saw an accident involving a Bus and a car..
The bus managed to stay on the cliff and not plunge down (Thank Goodness for that).
As I was saying, it has been raining the whole journey and the road is so slippery. No wonder an accident like this could happen! Especially when you can't see what and how many cars are coming from a turn.

Here are some extra PICS to share~

OKay~

That's all for now!

SO tired...

Nitez^^