By My Side

Listening to BY MY SIDE by DAVID CHOI while writing this. Couldn't figure a title for the blog so I just took the song name. I love that song. and that music video... Not because Wong Fu Productions did it. I just love the concept. ^^

Anyway. Had an awesome time with my dears today. We watched movie together (THIS MEANS WAR). It was hilarious. I couldn't stop laughing throughout the whole movie. It was good. At least before we stress for our assignments.

After that dear JESSECA has to go for an exam so left the 5 of us to wonder around.

Not wonder around lah... We went to have pancakes ..and it was actually tasty. For 5 person to share, RM 10.40 is quite reasonable. We couldn't finish the whole plate by ourselves anyway ^^

We went to find John at the Gardens after that and he promoted us the products of the company he was working in. NOT BAD (I think)

I'm tired. My eyes are closing soon. And maybe I'm just forcing myself to write this blog. So that I could be awake a few minutes longer so that I can enjoy the life. I know I'm crapping already. So...YEA... 

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW

25/2/2012 going to 26/2/2012

Just felt like writing a blog today. I'm not a fan of milk...but since I started going to gym...I felt like drinking milk again. Ya..I drink when I'm in the mood. Don't know what is wrong with my appetite nowadays...I just feel like eating every now and then. NO.. I'm not pregnant..If that is running through your mind right now..It's ridiculous..

And my mood ...it's like sunny for a while and then suddenly the thunderstorms came and it's raining all over my head... Like the weather. 

I'm actually supposed to be doing something but yet I'm slacking. Apparently, I wanted to discuss something with someone but that person went offline..So..I guess it's time for me to think about things and sleep. Haven't even do my bed yet. SO LAZY

I don't think I would be writing as often as I do like last year..Maybe because of the assignments or...I'm just doing other things. 

I wanted to say this for a long long time. I'm so so so so so lucky to have my friends with me. You know who you guys are. Thinking this is the last sem and we may not be able to see each other as often after we finish this sometimes does aches my heart. I know..May seems like far far away but time flies..and we all know it.

I'm thankful to have met you guys. I love y'all..^^

That's my post for today.

Tomorrow is Sunday. Guess I will slack through it and think of the shots of that video that I promised an old  friend that I'd do it.

 Night peeps.

Can't Remember

I can't remember how long since I blogged my last post

I can't remember how hard was it to survive

Worse...

I can't remember simple little things

I feel damn awful right now

Lost my SD cards....

I can't blame it on anybody and then...

I have to fork out my own money to buy new ones before we start shooting

Guess that swimsuit has to wait *sigh*

Anyway, I have started to exercise again after a 2 whole years of sitting on the couch like a lazy pig.

Once I week, I promised myself. Since it was free anyways...

Wanted to do so many things....

Like taking part in competition..but then..

couldn't find a correct idea that was good enough

Gave up...

I seemed to have been sighing most of the time these days.

Can't help it.

Can't stop it.

I feel bad.

I feel like crap.

I'm having dreams again, lately. 

I don't welcome dreams

Because in the end, I wasn't literally sleeping

Had to sleep in the afternoon because of that

Seeing myself like a zombie everyday keeps me wondering...how am I suppose to get over all these problems

Thinking...and thinking.......

Have to get over it and start with the assignments lecturers gave to us....

SOON...

Happy CNY

Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends and family!

Today is the third day of CNY. I'm sorry if this post/wishes came a bit too late but I was busy with internship for the past 2 months and I have to say, I am so relieved that is all over now.

My CNY celebration this year was a bit rush. Everything came at the last minute...Clothes bought at the last minute, didn't even buy a pair of new shoes and only managed to cut my hair on CNY eve. Thanks to my friend who works in SNIPS.^^

Well, CNY this year to me was not all that perfect. My mum's car had problem...drove all the way back to Kangkar with the door lock going up and down and I had stomach ache which forced me to use the R&R's Public Toilet...NOT COOL..>< I had a thing when it comes to toilet..haha..and my face...is getting worse...DANG..

Did I mention before I got a new Iphone.. Yaya..I know you guys know ad lar...>< but I got scolding from my DAD after I bought it..had to quarrel with him.

You know sometimes..I think the guys in my house are like kids. They could fight over everything....including the wifi. One would either change the password or bang the door and the other would just put on a sulky face and would not come down and have dinner with the relatives. I  mean this is call CHILDISH. Can't believe this is happening to my family.

Speaking of family.. There are many complicated things happening right now. Can't say what it is...but ya..when you grow older and know more stuffs. Family issue will become an issue where it is so sticky and complicated..you don't know what to say...><

So.. Today I went to Tien Hou Gong. Love the CNY spirit everytime I went there. Everytime I go there, I would always go get my prediction for this year. Also...to take some pics

Here are some pics that I took at the temple...

我的答案..

我说我会告诉你答案
这个就是我的答案

我会远离你
我不知道把你当成好朋友会带给你痛苦.

真的不知道.
你要知道..
我们很难在一起了..
就算可以..我不可能像以前那样爱你了..你也一样...

我祝福你..

但请你对自己好一点..我才能安心离开...

The "real" reality

The working world is not what I have expected, at least, until few days ago only that I realize that this is the reality. The real, REAL world. I have been working straight for 13 days already, going out almost everyday for recce. It's not easy working in this line, but I like what that comes out later, the outcome, and knowing that all the sacrifices I did was worth it. Tiring...but still worth it..Well, I guess...hmm...

It's the third week into this internship and only 5 more weeks to go. Time flies fast, and I keep forgetting to update my logbook and I'm sitting here writing my blog. The good thing is I get to say what I want to say right here.

Today is Saturday...right? Even I can't differentiate what day is today since I have started to work. Great. Nice. Shit. Does this means I am a workaholic? Nah..I hope not.

Christmas is coming soon. I'm actually hoping that I will get a present. But if none, it's okay also. It's just a wish that I don't mind if it doesn't come true. The funny thing after you get older is, you don't really care anymore about some of the details that happens in life. Such as....birthday parties, or presents.....

Oh ya..and my results came out a few days ago.. It was the worst among the 4 sems. What else could I do, what is done, is done and you can't change anything. Life....ah...screw life.....I don't know what else I could say about it. I'm single and free now. I will do what I like to do and I don't care what you say or think..But that doesn't mean I can't think properly for my future. and I thought you knew me. Disappointing, really disappointing.........

Those words you wrote there, just made my heart sank even more. My mood today was like under the well, couldn't find houses ....and got scolding from my mum for scratching the car.............SCREW it......SCREW everything. I just want to go home and sleep..........and cry.......whatever a girl will do........


I guess....that is all I want to say for now.

Sweet addiction

My cousin sisters came over last night to my house to visit my mother. My mum has gotten better but needs further care. When they came, they brought us cakes from RT pastry. RT pastry's cakes are nice. I have tried it before and I liked it a lot. 

Here are some of the pictures I took for the Tiramisu that they bought. TASTY~~~

I always loved desserts. I would survive with just eating desserts. But, I should control the intake. If not, it would be deadly: diabetes...( A lot of my relatives have it)

First week of my internship wasn't that bad except, it was lifeless. Maybe, for now. I wished that there are projects coming in so we can be busy again, and not just sitting there do nothing. SO LIFELESS.

Maybe I have gotten used to being busy that I can't get used being free and do nothing.

Let's just hope the busyness will come to us starting tomorrow. That's all for now that I would like to update about. SAYONARA^^