Can't Remember

I can't remember how long since I blogged my last post

I can't remember how hard was it to survive

Worse...

I can't remember simple little things

I feel damn awful right now

Lost my SD cards....

I can't blame it on anybody and then...

I have to fork out my own money to buy new ones before we start shooting

Guess that swimsuit has to wait *sigh*

Anyway, I have started to exercise again after a 2 whole years of sitting on the couch like a lazy pig.

Once I week, I promised myself. Since it was free anyways...

Wanted to do so many things....

Like taking part in competition..but then..

couldn't find a correct idea that was good enough

Gave up...

I seemed to have been sighing most of the time these days.

Can't help it.

Can't stop it.

I feel bad.

I feel like crap.

I'm having dreams again, lately. 

I don't welcome dreams

Because in the end, I wasn't literally sleeping

Had to sleep in the afternoon because of that

Seeing myself like a zombie everyday keeps me wondering...how am I suppose to get over all these problems

Thinking...and thinking.......

Have to get over it and start with the assignments lecturers gave to us....

SOON...