wanting to..

I am so...bored
no...don't know what is that feeling
I'm supposed to be studying
what am I doing right now?
Blogging..
*sigh*

wanting to do so many things
the truth is
i want to study..but can't concentrate..why?

wanting to talk to him about so many things
the truth is
I don't want him to be tired because of me
he is already tired working whole day
every time i asked..
every time he said SORRY
i just thought..
never mind
even it is not the truth...
even it is not what i want
I have to be considerate..
well, i need to be independent...
learn not to depend on him so much...

right?

I know its not ok...for me..well sometimes...
but...
it's time to learn
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