Sunday, May 27, 2012

Time flies...FAST

9 years since all of us played together, laughed together, do stupid things together.
Today I went back to my late grandmother's house in Tangkak, Johor. Empty. Nobody staying there, garden was a mess, the old rambutan tree have stopped fruiting and the young one has unripe fruits hanging over with dead leaves all over the ground. The house was left to care by my uncle. Can't blame him or anyone. All of them are growing old day by day.

9 years has passed and many things had changed. Some of us get married, some of us finished high school, some of us still studying in uni, while some of us even had kids. But some of them, they grow old. Seeing the last time we really get together was 9 years ago where most of us was filled with sadness because we had to send grandma to a peaceful place.

Sickness seems to be your closest 'friend' when you grow old, seeing my uncle and auntie being affected by different illness they have to bare and the effect on them makes me feel sad. Sad not just because I can't do anything, sad also because one day, somehow, maybe, let's hope it won't happen, it may happen to my parents.

Auntie is growing thinner and thinner everyday, but it is still heart warming to see uncle taking care of her even though he is already old himself, with his leg all swollen up due to high blood pressure and standing all day taking care of the Kopitiam.

Time, really catches on you without you even noticing it. So what I can say is, enjoy the moment, not to say do stupid things but to appreciate what that is in front of us and enjoy every moment of it. 

Thursday, May 24, 2012

I don't really know

Finally I'm on holiday.
Yup, it is.

I had AWESOME fun yesterday with my gang! Watch 2 movies in ONE day. It was tiring, COLD, but FUN!
We were all shivering like crazy in the cinema yesterday because the air cond was blowing like crazy. Poor Jia Leng..she wore everything short. 

So..we watched the Avengers and Dark Shadows.
when those movies start, you know what happened? Some of us start to analyse the movie. Guess the lecture on Film Studies really is effective. 

"Stop analyzing and watch! Stop analyzing! Stop analyzing!" that was what I kept telling myself. Can't help it!

OWH..i noticed the blood color in Dark Shadows is similar to the one in Sweeney Todd...
=.= kay.. SLAP ME

Both movies were not bad. But I like the part where *spoilers coming* the HULK throwing Loki like a bug or a toy or something. hahaha.. so CUTE

Currently, I'm busying with the 30-hour Famine that is coming in 2 months

But, other than that, I don't know what shall I do. I need to job. I know I need one. But I'm just not sure whether to head to the shopping mall or call up someone I used to know and ask whether I could still work there as the editor for the videos as freelance. My parents won't like neither of those.

What shall I do? I don't really know

This really is..........

Thursday, May 17, 2012


Oh Gosh..I will get scolding by my mum later in the morning..It's 3am and I'm WIDE AWAKE!

So....I finished my final paper for my Diploma in Communication 12 hours ago. It was a relief! Well, I have done another part of my life while will lead to a whole new part of my life. Degree! But before that, a 3 month break. Not sure whether to work or to do things that I like. Actually I want to film something during a holiday.
A story. Which..I have not really figure it out yet.

A few hours ago, I went Karaoke-ing with my besties! haha..It was awesome! never had so much fun since the semester started 5 months ago. and then we talked and talked about many things..and we could actually talk until the sun rises..but we were tired so we went home. and before that, I had a cup of coffee which tastes like water..haha..however, didn't expect it had a MAXIMUM effect of keeping me awake.

Others are psrobably sleeping right now...EXCEPT know what my friends like to say: FACE PROBLEM..haha..true...i really wanna sleep right now lar..but can't...

Don't know what else to say..haha

so..I guess it's just that for now...TATA

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Ending point

Presented our documentary today. Titled "One of Us"

It was a great relief! The assignments for all subjects in Semester 6 is done! (except for the part that I haven't burn the DVDs yet)

Was nervous today. I was actually worried that our lecturers didn't like it. But "It was NICE!" made my day and I knew all the efforts we did was worth it and that 10 hours of looking at the screen and days of not having a proper meal ( I know it's not healthy) didn't matter at all in the end.

Thanks to Victor who helped us with the interview!
Actually thought of uploading it today. I did upload it but there is some problems!
Went home, had a headache, went to sleep and only woke up 3 something to have my lunch.

Felt like I didn't had enough sleep in days. and my pimples were all popping out! (arghhh!!!)
Right now, I still feel a bit wobbly..body aching and my head as well.. Don't feel like sleeping..Well, maybe I gotten used to sleeping late.

Exam is next week. Need to start studying soon.
and after the exam ends....Diploma in Communication ends....
and a whole new life starts after that.
What should I do for that 3 months?
Singapore is planned.
But should I get a part time job?
and where?

Still thinking..and it is a bit annoying.

Life has become uncertain to me these days.
I'm kinda lost right now.

Probably that relationship I had before really affected me as I come to noticed that it made me like a parasite to someone as I wasn't independent and I kept relying on that person most of the time. Only after that I realize I couldn't be like that anymore. I had to be independent, if not, I would not grow. Now, I'm learning and I'm growing. and..I hope it's bringing me somewhere^^

Had my birthday last week. It was a simple one with my mum. and I was happy! really. there was no cake. But mum made me happy. and that made me satisfied.

I guess that's all for now. Stay tuned for the video. I hope that I can get it up by next week. Hopefully.